You guessed it

I am still struggling with my mom. When I mention to my mom changing or reexamining ourselves, actions and motives, she takes it to mean that she isn't good enough. She has a very low sense of self. Over the weekend I notice that when our family gets together, I am always seeking approval from someone anyone. Why do I do that? I wish I knew. I am a funny and smart girl. I don't need anyone to tell me that. I know it but when spending time with my family I just keep interjecting everything I am good at and how well my kids are doing. I just want someone to throw me a bone. Why? There is nothing anyone can tell me about me that I don't already know yet I feel like a child just wanting someone to pat me on the head.