Weepy

I sat and read all my blog entries tonight and now I am crying like a baby. So many mixed feelings, so little time. Recovering is defiantly a day by day thing. Some days I think about it all and I feel empowered like I can do and overcome anything. Then others like tonight I could just fold and die. Every breath hurts and I wonder if I will ever be happy again. I am sure this will pass like always but right now it is raw. Until next time....